Icemera

while i let my comp rendering, i was so bored and read through some chapters of my oldest fic, 'Whisper'. and it was so depressing. haha. But then i felt the moment of fulfillment as soon as the 'render complete' sign showed. it wasn't perfect. it wasn't 100% what i wanted. but it was going to mark an end to something.

i'm moving on

I can't believe my chapters are getting longer and longer. I'm on 21st page for the newest chap already, and I still have quite a few to go. *sighs* Looking back, my chapters were as short as 2 pages. Now I write so much I can't remember the details I wrote. WTF, indeed. I wonder what happened to me over the years. Do I write too much now? Do I even make sense anymore? It's a bit hard to tell where I stand sometimes.